Life During Wartime

Fallout: A Post Nuclear Role Playing Game
is a 1997 role-playing video game developed
and published by Interplay Productions, set
in a mid-22nd century post-apocalyptic and retro-futuristic world.

Status: Not finished
Play time: 4h

Fallout 3 is a 2008
action role-playing game developed by Bethesda.

The game marks a major shift in the series by using 3D graphics and real-time combat.

Status: Finished
Play time: 46h
Fav Characters: Gob, Button Gwinnet, Moira

LOG

20/01/26

Finally done with this game. Let's just say the story was not very impressive. I don't think I'm gonna play all of the DLC.

02/09/25

Somehow I've made my way to Point Lookout. Only now when researching did I find out that this is one of the DLCs. I'm struggling a lot but it's too late to turn back now. I got lobotomized again.

Also I am addicted to every drug possible, except Jet cause that shit sucks anyway.

03/07/25

Today I went to get the Declaration of Independence for that guy in Rivet City. There was a robot, who thinks that he's Button Gwinnett, guarding it.

I couldn't bring myself to kill him and instead I spent like 2h getting him ink so that he could write a copy of it.

He's wearing a little wig and he had one for me to wear too. We are literally twins. Only someone completely heartless would kill him.

27/06/25

Haven't been able to play for a long time, because of my broken HDD (see Blog for details).

For context: I'm probably about halfway through the main quest (Daddy's waiting for me in Rivet City).
I actually progressed the story on accident. I don't know how I found Vault 112, but it just happened.

Anyway, today I helped this "Sticky" guy find his way from Little Lamplight to Big Town. Took me about more than 1h cause he just kept dying on me (not my fault). And all I got was this stupid fucking party hat.

Welcome to Vegas. New Vegas.
Enjoy your stay!

Fallout: New Vegas is a 2010 action roleplaying
game developed by Obsidian Entertainment and published by Bethesda Softworks. Set in the Mojave Desert 204 years after a devastating nuclear war.

Status: Finished
Play time: 171h
Achievements: 75/75

Fav characters: Arcade, Rex, The King(s), Snuffles, Yes Man, Two-Bears-High-Fiving

Least fav: VULPES, GONNA BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A BAT (again) NEXT PLAYTHROUGH

Fav weapons: Baseball Bat (GRA), A Light Shining in Darkness, Paciencia (GRA)

LOG

08/09/2024

Spend all this time avoiding Nipton until I reached level 8 to get the Terrifying Presence perk. Being able to speak my truth now felt great. Three hits with a baseball bat was all it took.
I proceed to drag his body to the canyon south of Nipton. You might guess what I did next. Pretty nasty fall. Felt very cathartic.

I recorded it, of course.

02/09/2024

Started my new playthrough on hardcore mode, for the achievement. Doesn't feel very hardcore but maybe I am just too talented and great at everything. Got my grimy hands on the GRA Baseball bat (with nails).
Saving caps for Paciencia. Won 10,000 caps through gambling, got banned from the Atomic Wrangler :/

29/08/2024

Finally done with my Legion playthrough. Not killing Vulpes was very hard, but as they say:
Si fueris Romae, Romano vivito more; si fueris alibi, vivito sicut ibi, something like that. You google it yourself. I don't need to explain myself.

METAL GEAR SOLID is a 1998 action-adventure stealth video game developed and published by Konami for the PlayStation. It was directed, produced, and written by Hideo Kojima.

Status: Finished
Play time: 47h
Achievements: 18/18
Fav character: Otacon, Liquid Snake

I struggled a lot in the beginning. My first playthrough was 15h long.
I don't really want to talk about it but I spent atleast 2 hours in that Ocelot Torture button mashing part.
I love Metal Gear Solid!

21/12/2024

The last achievement I got to do now is the VR Missions. There's a lot of them!

08/06/2025

I miss Liquid Snake so much

Status: Finished
Play time: 100h
Achievements: 32/32
Fav weapon: Golf cart, Crossbow
Fav song: Uncomfortable

LOG

11/09/25

So I'm done with the main Quest now but decided to stay on this beautiful island since I still have five achievements left
to do.

Also I'm super cool for finding all note pages without using any guides.

The story part of the game is actually pretty bad but I didn't expect much from it anyway. I just don't really care and I think that's okay.

06/09/25

There's nothing more beautiful than listening to the radio ad reads and imagining I'm home, listening to some shitty podcast (which if you actually listen, would realize is just words, devoid of all meaning, to fill your empty mind so that multi-tasking feels totally productive) sponsor read.

Anyway, the songs in this game's radio are awesome. Nothing quite like listening to some bangers while I cut down the native population one by one. God, Imagine the last thing you hear after losing both legs (and dying) due to a golf cart "accident", being a commercial for Crunchie Wunchies.

I'm a horrible person. Anyway, Here's my favorite song:

04/09/25

Here's a #progamertip for you guys:
The golf cart is by far the strongest weapon in the game. Vehicular manslaughter is no joke. Today I killed one of those finger guys in ONE hit. I think the golf cart body count is definitely over 50 now. Hell, probably over 100.

Sometimes I just drive into one of their camps and mow down their tents too. Serves them right for living on this island that I just fell out of the sky onto...
wait a minute.

Maybe I'm the bad guy.

02/09/25

So bascically, I am almost done with the game but I've been building a nice little house and doing achievements.

It's day 60 now. I am getting fucked left and right, multiple times a day. Every five fucking minutes a gaggle of mutants comes knocking at my defensive wall. One of those long guys jumped over the wall, somehow crawled into Kelvin's house and started breaking it from the inside. At the same time Virginia was fighting a legsy, while outside the walls there was still two pairs of twins, two finger guys running around and a handful of those pale ones - just standing there.

There is no way to change the game to peaceful via commands, so instead I make every NPC (including animals) freeze. Which is a little scary when Virginia or Kelvin teleport to me at random times.

Outlast is a 2013 first-person psychological horror game video game developed and published by Red Barrels.
The game revolves around a freelance investigative journalist, Miles Upshur, who decides to investigate a remote psychiatric hospital named Mount Massive Asylum.

Status: Finished
Play time: 42h
Achievements: 14/14
Fav character: Father Martin
Fav things: The sound design is really good,
I like recording things with the camcorder <3

04/09/2025

Annual Outlast replay. Just making sure that the game is still good. It is.
Played on hard difficulty this time. Died like four times but still finished in under 2h #progamer.

Also I did do a replay of the DLC in May or something but I guess I forgot to write about it.

04/09/2024

Played Outlast again on its 11th anniversary! yay. I love this game so much that I don't have much else to say. I've played it too many times I feel like I probably had a lobotomy done at Mount Massive Asylum and just forgot about it.

Outlast 2 is a 2017 first-person psychological survival horror video game developed and published by Red Barrels.
The game features a cameraman named Blake, along with his wife Lynn, a journalist roaming the Arizona desert to explore the murder of a pregnant woman. Both get separated in a helicopter crash, and Blake has to find his wife while traveling through a village inhabited by a deranged sect that believes the end of days are upon them.

Status: Finished
Play time: 50h
Achievements: 24/24
Fav things: Tall women and Arizona

The Evil Within is a 2014 survival horror game developed by Tango Gameworks and published by Bethesda Softworks.
The game centers on protagonist Sebastian Castellanos as he is pulled through a distorted world full of nightmarish locations and horrid creatures.

Status: Finished
Play time: 101h
Achievements: 71/71
Fav Character: Joseph, Tatiana, Laura
Fav Crossbow Bolt:
Flash
AKUMU Deaths: 269

15/10/2024

Played The Evil Within again, two days ago,
10th anniversary yay!
This game is like a dream you'd have after overdosing on melatonin gummies, hitting your head on a table corner, and waking up in an elevator, then falling asleep again, in the elavator. There's just so many elevators.
Love this game. Loved playing on Akumu mode. Shoutout to Jigzaw_Killer.
Fuck the haters. "Oh this game makes no sense!"
Learn how to read or embrace the chaos.
"Why can Sebastian only sprint for 3 seconds? It's so annoying!" Not being able to work with that is skill issue on your part (just buy the upgrades). Also to be fair I can't sprint much longer than 3s either.

Earth-shattering news have just been announced:

A new Danganronpa game is to come out in the year of our Lord 2026.
Danganronpa 2x2 will include a remaster of the original AND a remake with new scenario (different victims, culprits etc.).

I got to say:
1. Did not expect this at all.
2. I am embarrassed to say that I am GEEKED.

I think an accurate description of my relationship to Danganronpa might be Stockholm Syndrome. Though now that I've spend a long time away from fandom culture (and almost three years of off TikTok), I feel like the "cringe" inside of me is finally dying.
And now I can confidently say that I am hyped, stoked and even truly geeked for Danganronpa 2x2.

I'm probably going to replay Danganronpa 2 soon because I forgot everything that happened.

19/10/25 Danganronpa 2 replay

Played Danganronpa 2 again recently to refresh my memory before 2x2 comes out.

Some key takeaways:
-Fat Byakuya is still the coolest guy to ever walk Jabberwock Island
-I still hate Mahiru
-The best trials are Chapter 5 and 2

Honestly, I do kinda hate these games, everybody's so annoying. Had to switch to the Japanese audio for a few chapters cause Nagito was getting on my nerves, but I could never be annoyed by Megumi Ogata's voice.
It's kinda funny but it's always after Nagito dies that he becomes my fav character again.
Like, yes he's a little crazy but somebody has to keep the plot moving. #nobodysisperfect

Anyway, please let me know what your favorite argument for Nagito being heterosexual is.
Here's mine, by an anonymous Reddit user (typos included):
"The envidence that people use to insist Komaeda is gay is quite filmsy and we have to understand that in the east, lgbt matters are quite different. We are working with cultural differences [...] we need to respect and try to understand it."

Yakuza Kiwami 3 announced. So excited I almost cried.

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